September 2010
33 posts
I suck.
- dad picks me up from schoool.
Me: APPPPPPPPPA! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! ;DDDDDDDD Dad: … my birthday was yesterday.
……… FML. I’m the worst person ever. i really thought it was today though… T_______T
All I Can Say - David Crowder Band <3
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I realized something today,
Today at church we had a worship singing contest thing, and I chose to sing a song I wrote called “Starlight” . This past week has been pretty horrible, and even in this short week my faith was shaking, but today God made me realize something.
I was thinking about the song I was singing and what it was about, when you sing in a contest like this, you really need to understand what...
Who I Am Hates Who I’ve Been (Acoustic) -...
Emotions
running deep. ..kinda. ………….. i think. HAHAHHAA. ionno i just heard that somewhere. -_-
Today is one of those days I just want to go sit outside with a pint of icecream and cry with someone.
Pathetic, I know. You don’t have to remind me. PITY PARTY PITY PARTY PITY PARTY. … those are bad for you. but.. don’t judge me today. I’ll suck it up later....
I feel bad
for the kids at my school.
They seem to always see the worst of me, physically and mentally. … well.. i guess more just physically. but a few.. actually one- mentally. HAHa.
but i put in some effort to look like a regular human being today (: HEHE.
Christian Obesity
ginayoungkim:
-the act of feeding, gaining, growing.. but never exercising or practicing it.
It’s an epidemic.
Sorry
that i’m so damn incompetent, but you really give me no motivation.
… But i’m not supposed to be living my life for you anyway, so in the end it’ll just come back to bite me in the butt. Life’s unfair. & I wish you’d just leave me alone.
#8
I always eat around my burger saving the center for the last bite.
The last bite is the best! It has a little bit of everything! (: hahaa
Things my dad told me about REAL MEN.
1) Real men only cry in the shower. 2) They will pick you up and drop you off when you go on dates 3) Buys you food no matter how broke they are 4) They are not scrubs 5) Look good in a tux (like him.. or so he says.. HAAHHA) 6) Eats everything 7) Real men are smart, or atleast good at something 8) Real men can kill bugs, and other household pests
& i dont remember if my dad ever mentioned...
An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to...
Professor: You are a Christian, aren't you, son?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, you believe in God?
Student: Absolutely, sir.
Professor: Is God good?
Student: Sure.
Professor: My brother died of cancer, even though he prayed to God to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn't. How is God good, then? Hmm?
(Student was silent)
Professor: You can't answer, can you? Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?
Student: Yes.
Professor: Is Satan good?
Student: No.
Professor: Where does Satan come from?
Student: From.. God.
Professor: That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student: Yes.
Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything. Correct?
Student: Yes.
Professor: So who created evil?
(Student didn't answer)
Professor: Is there sickness? Immortality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don't they?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, who created them?
(Student had no answer)
Professor: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son.. have you ever seen God?
Student: No, sir.
Professor: Tell us if you have ever heard your God.
Student: No, sir.
Professor: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, smelt your God? Have you ever had any sensory perception of God, for that matter?
Student: No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student: Yes.
Professor: According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, Science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student: Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor: Yes, Faith. And that is the problem Science has.
Student: Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor: Yes.
Student: And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor: Yes.
Student: No, sir, there isn't.
(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events)
Student: Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don't have anything called cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of Heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.
(There was a pin-drop silence in the Lecture Theatre)
Student: What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Professor: Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness?
Student: You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light... But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and it's called Darkness, isn't it? In reality, darkness isn't. If it is, You would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?
Professor: So what is the point you are making, young man?
Student: Sir, my point is, your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor: Flawed? Can you explain how?
Student: Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Professor: If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes of course, I do.
Student: Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going)
Student: Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?
(The class was in uproar)
Student: Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor's brain?
(The class broke out into laughter)
Student: Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? .. No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established Rules of Empirical, Stable and Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures?
(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable)
Professor: I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student: That is it, sir.. exactly! The link between man and God is Faith. That is all that keeps things alive and moving!
That student was Albert Einstein.
Wallflower -
Every new song I write seem to be getting a little bit longer each time. hooray! this is a good sign i think.
I just hope each new song will get better and better and other people will be able to relate, feel encouraged, and enjoy.. ya know? I realize i dont have the best voice, guitar skills, or even face to look at. HAHAHAHHA. all i have is this hobby that helps me manage my stress and maybe it...
HMMm.
After finishing a book I always want to say something deep… like a meaningful quote or something but for now all i’ve got is… the plague sucks. Not the book, the book was okay, but like… literally plague. HAHAHAHa.
oh & pumpkin porridge sprinkled with cornflakes = yum . LOOOOOL.
I like reading books. (: .. well, the fun ones. HAHa.
Weak
I think i’m becoming weak physically and mentally.
Physically because this darn sickness. If you’re wondering, this lovely sickness comes with cold hands and feet, crazy changes in body temperature, headaches, fevers, stomach aches, and a sore body. Oh and i started my menstrual cycle yesterday! so it’s complete with cramps! Hooray! How exciting ! (: HAHAHAa. But no...
Dreams
I’ve been having really weird dreams lately about random friends. Yesterday’s 5 part dream was funny but today’s…. not so much.
Today I had a dream that all my friends left me. We were at the mall and were supposed to meet up, to go eat.. but.. they all left without me. It was sad because they were nice to me face to face, but then they ran away and left- leaving me to...
Almost Rant- Vent- Whatever #2
*GASP! What is this strange feeling I feel inside me?!?! Could it be i ………………………………………………………………………… HAHAHAHA! no, i dont like anyone! tricked you! (: but I think i have mohm-sall ! NOO! AM I SICK?! …. no brain. you are...
#7
I strongly believe you can cure your common cold with three basic things.
1) DRINK LOTS OF ORANGE JUICE * 2) Get plenty of sleep 3) … it’s all a MIND GAME! If you tell yourself you’re sick, then you will feel like crap, but if you keep telling yourself that you’re not sick, then you’ll feel a lot better. REALLY!
pft! forget drugs! i’m pretty sure cavemen didnt...
#6
When I eat gummy bears I have to eat the heads first. I feel like that’s the most humane way to eat them because if you eat the head first, they die and they don’t feel the pain anymore.
BUT. if you eat their legs first or eat it all at once.. 1) they will feel the pain for a longer time 2) you might miss its head or heart when you eat it whole- therefore causing more pain. ):
am i...
9/11
playgroundlovee:
today is 9/11 lets keep in mind, all those people who died trying to save others and pray for those families who lost their loved ones.
Mo: Hoon “Scott” Kang, 20, was vacationing in... →
janemo:
Hoon “Scott” Kang, 20, was vacationing in Tokyo with friends when he was found lying in an emergency stairwell with blood trickling from his left ear early on Aug. 27. He died three days later in a hospital, never having regained consciousness.
Japanese authorities initially concluded that he…
holy poop, this is my friend’s sister’s friend…. and my friend told...
my fafa.
mom&sister: blah blah- talking about losing weight- blah blah
dad: we are the ‘gyup sal’ family. i’m han (one) gyup sal, julia is two gyup sal, soo is three gyup sal, and mom is… five gyup sal.
mom: you skipped four!
dad: i know……………….
mom: AIIISHH!
THEN LATER- mom is talking to soo
mom: just lose all your weight around the time...
LALALA
Wrote another song yesterday. i’m on a roll (: hehe
POOOOOOOOOP
I never know what to title my entries.
But anyways.
I think there is some truth in my friend telling me i’m like Doug from Up! … *sigh. If we’re not talking about anything serious… I think my attention span falls to like.. zero. HAHAHHAHAHaa. just kidding. maybe .5 (; HEHEHEHe .
…. naw- i always listen. My eyes just wander. BUT I PROMISE I’M LISTENING. ;o
...
Falala .
So, today I stayed after to do some recording- I only recorded the guitar part and hopefully i’ll get to the vocals and other instrumental stuff later. yay. oh & i put a video on my fb with the song if you havent heard it. obviously i’m not pro at guitar or plan on becoming a singer- but it’s lots of fun! (:
well then. the other part of my day sucked. Today was a suckish...
MMmm ..
Wrote another song today. This one is more… cute.. I would say. Hopefully i’ll be able to record it in the studio tuesday. & perhaps you guys can hear it. Yay :3 haha
#5
I feel like i’m missing out on life.
“What Julia?! you’ve never done this before? went there before? tried this that blah blah blah…………..” i’ve heard that so many times it’s ridiculous.
I need an adventure. A day I’d want to freeze in time. I’m feeling left out. ):
ROAR
- i got mad sunburn @ carwash today (esp. nose, face slightly, and my farmer’s tanned arms -_-;)
Me: * walks downstairs and turns on light—— parents are watching drama * Dad: *GASSSSSSSSSSSP!* OMMMG! YOU LOOK LIKE A DRUNK PERSON!!!!! ;O Me: …….. T_____________T AISH. Mom: HAHAHAHHAa. *giggle giggle
… what a loving family. -_-; LOOOOOL.
BUT ANYWAYS- I’ve...
I'm a Hippo
Dad: YAh.. ommg, you’re so fat. Me: .____. Dad: You’re becoming like your mom… B shape— boobs then belly. Me: .. -____-; Dad: Welll.. actually your mom is like.. boob, belly….. belly. Me: .. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAa. (:
