May 2013
7 posts
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Oh Freak.
I always feel like I worked a lot more hours than I actually do………
Crap— time to go ham and get these projects done by Friday so I can pay my rent this month……………. LOL
… Where did all my money go?! T_______________T
#61
Any execution movie I watch, I will cry a freaking river.
I must not have drunk enough water today. All that crying is giving me a headache, I think I lost too much water in my body……..
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I just realized
I’ll probably be working 50-60 hours a week along with taking an online class starting June.. why I thought that was a good idea….. beats me.
omg, what did I get myself into………..
Goodbye summer. Goodbye friends. Goodbye life.
I can only laugh at this point. LOOOOOOOOOOOOL
April 2013
8 posts
3:41 am
You know that feeling you get when your heart feels heavy and you feel like there is something you need to get out, but you can’t quite put your finger on what exactly that is…? Well that’s how I feel at the moment, and it is very frustrating… bleh. I should just go to bed now.
The Offensive Grace of God & Dzhokhar. →
disregardless:
These have been some very dark days for our country. And honestly, these last few years have been …
Mmm. Good read.
Forgetful
In the end, it’s not worth it. But I always tend to forget that in the moment.
5 tags
Julia
Trailblazer- Ready to press into uncharted territory claiming it for the Lord, you celebrate Him every step of the way. / You fight for people to see the Lord. Even in the midst of your struggles, you find joy in Jesus.
Shadow of His Wings- You cling to God’s nearness, pulling other people into your safe refuge. / Even in the way you disciple others, your dependence on the Lord is evident,...
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Answered Prayers
Sometimes my judgement can be super cloudy and I’ve come to realize how weak my conscience is. It’s quite sad actually. And though I feel I have good intentions- my actions may say otherwise.
“The human heart is the most deceitful of all things, and desperately wicked. Who really knows how bad it is?” - Jeremiah 17:9 (NLT)
I feel like I’m always deceived, mainly...
For those of you looking for some new Christian...
https://www.youtube.com/user/TheGCMblog?feature=watch
Worship/ Indie/ Acoustic/ Hip-Hop
Aww yeeeeaah
“I like people who have a sense of individuality. I love expression and anything...”
– Marc Jacobs (via fakeville)
So much to do tonight.....
but I can’t focus… Why am I on tumblr…. no… stop it Julia….
get back to work. T________T hiiiiiiing~
March 2013
4 posts
3 tags
Hmmm
I feel kind of sad. I don’t know why.
Or maybe I do, but I don’t want to admit that’s the reason…
I'm more prone to bite my cheek because either
1) I got really fat so my cheek fat keeps squishing inside
or
2) The insides of my mouth are swelling because of my sickness
…. as much as I want it to be #2, I have a feeling it’s because of #1…
Dang.
10 tags
The Gospel
Do whatever it takes for you to re-realize how good it is. Seriously. Saying “it’s so worth it” doesn’t even describe it. Like, all the stories of the people who gave up everything to have it doesn’t seem so crazy any more… omg, what is this?! Am I crazy? AHAHHAa. GOOD. AAHAHAHAHA.
… But where sin increased, grace increased all the more.
YEAHYUUUUUUUH...
February 2013
5 posts
J.S. Park: What is a Christian supposed to look... →
jspark3000:
I know a few Christian dudes — several of them pastors — who regularly smoke cigars and drink beer and wine. Does this bother you? Because they’re some of the best Christians I know.
Some are into metalcore, wear huge lip rings and gauged earrings, have tattoos like a second skin, and spike their hair into stilettos. Some curse like crazy, don’t pray before their meals, love MMA,...
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It would happen to me that I come back from hearing a sermon on managing money and then I find out my bank account is in the negatives because I forgot to cancel my Amazon Prime…..
@#$%^*&^%#$^& omg, all of these overage charges are killing me. Ugh, I’m so pissed- damn you Amazon Prime! & I’m stupid for not cancelling it sooner. AHHHHHHHHHHHHG. WHYYYYYYYYYYY
...
“What I believe is not what I say I believe; what I believe is what I do.”
– Donald Miller (via hislivingpoetry)
“Our comfort is not that God is big. Our comfort (and even greater
awe) is that...”
– Joel Brondo (via hislivingpoetry)
It seems like everyone is getting in on the Harlem...
gifhumor:
January 2013
13 posts
1/30/13 - 11:50pm
All of heaven stopped and had a dance party.
My room mate accepted Jesus Christ as her personal Lord and Saviour.
I could not have asked for anything more. My heart is filled with so much joy. God is so good. Prayers please ! (:
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Oh & the Job Update:
I got it. And I’m working on one of the assignments right now as I am taking a break to write this post… HAHA. YES.
Thank you guys for all the prayers, advice, and encouragement.
Hopefully this can be a steady job for me (for a long time), because I like the way it’s going so far! whoo hoo! (: ehehhee.
20th Birthday Recap
It was even better than I expected it to be.
I ate A LOT, literally from 12 midnight eating pasta, then eating doughnuts and brownies and cookies and cupcakes and cake for breakfast, and more cake and rice for lunch, cupcake for dinner with dumplings. And in between an awesome time of fellowship with my brothers and sisters in Christ and my family. Had an awesome time in praise, and felt that...
#60
I can’t sleep with socks on in bed.
I don’t know why… it just feels so uncomfortable…. o____o;
Prayer Request
95% there on getting the part time design job/ internship. I spoke with him on the phone, sent over my resume, and just sent him some design work samples I’ve done in the past. I won’t be at 100% till I get my first assignment…
Guys… I think I landed a really nice gig. He was talking about having me design billboards.. aha! That would be so sweet if everything worked...
“I pray because I can’t help myself. I pray because I’m helpless. I...”
– C.S. Lewis
“It’s not the load that breaks you down. It’s the way you carry it.”
– C.S. Lewis (via ruineshumaines)
2013 Resolutions
1. Finish reading the Bible & at least 2 other books on my “Books to Read” List
2. Always pray
3. Get fit/ lose weight- Dude, I’ve never been this fat before. It’s like 5th grade all over again… *sigh.
4. Try harder in school
5. Love people
6. Tithe/ money management
7. Go on more adventures
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December 2012
36 posts
2012
This past year has been… a struggle to say the least.
It’s been tough, and perhaps I haven’t always been putting my best foot forward either. I struggled the most in my faith trying to figure out what I really believed in. I’ve had awkward conversations trying to explain my thoughts, but never found the words. I struggled a lot with myself, trying to stay true to who I...
#59
I don’t think I’ve ever met anyone who gave me the butterflies.
I’ve had little crushes growing up/ interests in one or two people/ thought some guys were cute… ya know… but, not to the butterfly level.
I wonder why your insides trip out like that anyway… it’s strange. Maybe I’m strange…………. or maybe the people around me...
Hi, I'm Ramses: Blue Like Jazz →
chadmccroskey:
I never liked jazz music because jazz music doesn’t resolve. But I was outside the Bagdad Theatre in Portland one night when I saw a man playing the saxophone. I stood there for fifteen minites, and he never opened his eyes.
After that I liked jazz music. Sometimes you have…
#58
Just bought this new peppermint lip shine/ gloss thing…
& it feels like I’m rubbing glue on my lips. wtfreak, how do other girls use this?!
… Now I remember why I just stick to chap sticks…….. *sigh.
#57
I just had a dream I got shot in the forehead.
I heard the pop, felt my skull crushing in, the blood draining, shortness of breath, and then there was darkness..
I wonder if that’s what it really feels like…..
Oh, & Merry Christmas everyone. LOL
#56
I love walking through the fog.
They’re like clouds that fell from the sky. Just the thought of that makes me all giddy inside :3 HEHEHOHHOHO
“Joy is not rational; its mystery cannot be plumbed; no philosophy leads there....”
– Mike Mason, Champagne for the Soul
“Joy may seem an upbeat sort of feeling, but the direction of joy isn’t...”
– Mike Mason, Champagne for the Soul
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omg
My face is like a full circle now.
… my face looks like Santa’s belly.
Hot Dang.
